A day with plans!

I feel like everyone has started blogging again, which is good. At least I don't have to look at the computer screen and press the keyboard aimlessly anymore. Sometimes, I wonder what is the real purpose of buying a ~4k bucks laptop. Firstly, it sucks (getting much better with the Windows 7 as compared to Windows Vista so you guys can really try out Windows 7 if your lappies are slow like mine last time^.^). Secondly, I basically use it for like really few activities only, including MSN (not so much nowadays), facebook-ing ( A LOT!! like nth else to do other than that!), checking mails (once in a blue moon), assignments and oh ya blogging and reading blogs. At least, I started playing games recently but mostly from facebook though. LOL.

Well anyway! It's a day with plans!! I am going out!! After three days staying in this little room! Hope I have fun! (Looked through all the pictures I have taken for the past one year. I can't imagine how much money I have spent or I have made people spent! ARGH! *SLAP*)

Nwayz, Tata!

This isn't convenient at all!

Well. Story happened last night when I FINALLY decided to eat healthy, when I FINALLY decided to follow mummy's advice once in a while...

Instead of the usual Maggi Mee, I decided to take two half-boiled eggs as my supper.

And therefore, I went to dig out this thing (as shown below or maybe we can call it the egg cooker) from the carton outside. Mum bought it for me like two three years ago with the slightest hope that I might eat healthy once in a blue moon. She convinced me that this kinda thing is really really convenient and it is really really easy to just cook one or two half-boiled eggs for breakfast or supper for the sake of health. However apparently, this poor thing spent most of its lifespan inside a dark carton. Oww sorry mummy.

And SO when I finally decided to bring this thing out for a tour in the outside world, it ACTUALLY gave me THIS!

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Tadah~ Presenting...THE UNCOOKED EGG!

p/s: Imagine I got diarrhea earlier yesterday and b'cos of that I decided to take something healthy..... =.='''

Story not ended yet...

In the end, the two struggling little eggs found their new lives in a bowl of instant beef noodles. I repeat! I-N-S-T-A-N-T. healthy eh? @.@

Out of boredom. heh!

I am BORED! & HuNgRy again.

& I LOVE to play around with blogspot.com.

>.<

16.11.2009. It rains.

What was over was over.

Two-weeks study break. With two drama series. With notes of course. With TEARS and laughters. With STRESS and relief. With a new phone. (Well, I started to fancy pink! Like really much?=p). With endless facebook-ing. With cafeworld.

Followed by one-week EOS. Full of STRESS and TEARS! The day before PHP was indeed killing me! I dunno~ I was just frustrated! With luck! =)

Anyway, glad that it was OVER! All the STRESS and sleepless nites were OVER!

With tragedy happened. ;~(

But forget it. There came the Penang Trip. A three-days-two-nights trip. With delicious food and therefore, endless eating. With cute roomies and friends. Hehe. With beautiful stuffs that I bought. Love shopping with two crazy women. =p Oh well, with diarrhea too =( followed by constipation haha. I guess I had irritable bowel syndrome with alternating diarrhea and constipation =p The travellor's type though.

And now I am back. To Vista. Went out a couple of times until I was nearly exhausted. Argh..Endless shoppings aren't that fun. And oh ya. Watched 2012! Earlier watched Raging Phoenix and Jennifer's Body (both are crappy).lol.

So now I am chilling with the rains. With much smoother Windows 7 (Sincerely thanks to someone). With clean and tidy room. With coffee and a yelling stomach. It says it is hungry.

ARGH! Food-searching time! Tata!

16.10.2009

Today is one important day that I think I will remember for the rest of my life.

Never regretted joining!

But ....

I am SUPER stressed now! ARGH!!

05.10.2009

05/10/2009, Monday, 12.17a.m.

Should be sleeping by now but all of sudden, I have this urge to do a little update here. Probably just an excuse for not going to bed. There is this Model Industry Concept starting tomorrow at 9.00a.m. Having thought that it was a two-week and full-day thingy, I felt much relieved when I heard that it is gonna last for six days only and to be more accurate, we only have to go to school on the first and the last day, with the four days in between being our project preparation time. >.<

The starting of this Model Industry Concept also signifies that I am done with my Sem 5 classes. How fast? and how ironic, I am still in the midst of blurness, not having any sign of relief. erm. Never the right word to describe my feeling. Put it this way.. Sem 5, having no morning classes, no practicals, no class tests and less portfolios, was somehow, still stressful and busy. Of course, I still shopped a lot (=p) but other than that, I think I didn't manage to do much, I still screwed up my OSCE as usual, never being able to walk out from CSU confidently. It was always full of shit and embarassment I should say? argh! Getting the lowest marks that I have ever heard for attachment? What was that about?!

Well well. No more negative thinkings. Be confident, be positive is all I need right now. Things might get really really bad sometimes but only when you face it positively, they somehow seem to be not that bad after all. Really got to buck up myself. Hopefully I can start by working a little bit harder for EOS this time? hehe. Yeah right..Never look back and work for the future! =D

Ups and downs with friends. But all after all, I am glad to have you all by my side. Someone there to share my anger and frustration, someone there to give me words of encouragement and to comfort me when I am like super scared and nervous of something? Haha. And I miss my old old friends too. I might not be contacting with u all frequently but yes, I remember you! =D

I have lots of things in mind..a mixture of feelings which I don't know how to express. Watched this movie Tsunami yesterday. I was crying like hell towards the ending. It was touching but the real reason of dropping tears was that it triggered my inner feelings. Many things that are beyond my effort and yet always make me regretted. I am never good enough as a daughter, a sister or even a gf. With people always love me and protect me all along my life so far, I don't actually do much to pay back. I know there shouldn't be excuses but sometimes, I choose to hurt people, to blame people in order to protect myself or to escape from reality, not wanting to admit my fault or to feel guilty.

I know myself well. But I am doing very little to improve. All I want to say is I am sorry and I love you all. Many words that I wish to say, I actually choose to keep it deep down to my heart. My sleepy eyes and my expressionless face actually say a lot of things at times. HAha!

Forgive me for the long post. Just being random, again. =) Nitez. (Very much deviated from the original purpose of this post, which is to update my current life. So forget it. Not sure how to continue. Blerk!)

=)

Another wonderful morning like this..I wished to sleep late but I couldn't. Eyes were wide opened ever since like eight o'clock? =)

Having only a few words to say, this post is not going to be long.

Firstly, Happy Birthday to all the birthday babies this month!! Had great birthday celebrations with friends and I was glad to hang out with them again. =)

And secondly, thanks for all the supports and efforts in trying to comfort me. Hehe. U know what!

Last but not the least, thanks for always being there for me..and not being there at the right time. Hahahaha!

Anyway, I am happy at the moment! =D maybe a little bored? =p